#Joyner lucas im sorry lyrics code#
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Plus I was dealing with some demons that I couldn't live with I felt like shit about my thoughts, that wasn't me, I'm different That'd get me out of that situation, I was livid Yeah I'll admit it, I was scared of that type of commitmentĮven hopes of a miscarriage, anything bad that could happen I'm sorry that I said that shit, yo I was trippin'Īnd I never wanted a broken home to raise you from a distance I told her she should get an abortion and I really meant it Probably the worst news of my life, that shit was so depressing I wasn't happy when she said she was pregnant I really think that we just crossed paths at the wrong time Me and your moms ain't get along and she gave me a hard time Young and reckless, different women part timeĪnd I wasn't ready for that life yet, I was in my dark prime I never wanted kids until I lived and went through hard timesĪnd became a man that fell in love with someone that my heart finds I fought so many tears so that you would never see the outcry I hope you understand I love you more than life itselfĪnd this is nothin' but your daddy's thoughts when he was feelin' emptyĪnd everything ain't always what it seems like on the outside Note: When you embed the widget in your site, it will match your site's styles (CSS).I know you don't understand my words but you will eventuallyĪnd when you get older I hope you don't hold this shit against me

#Joyner lucas im sorry lyrics code#

Get the embed code Joyner Lucas - 50 Album Need More3.I'm Sorry4.Just Because5.Just Like You6.Keep It 10.One Lonely Gon Be Alright14.Winter BluesJoyner Lucas Lyrics provided by Grandma told us we should take it one day at a timeĪnd if you can't hear me, it's probably too late We was living on the edge, couldn't stay out the fire I wonder if you could do it again, would you do it different?Īnd you've been suicidal back day you were nine? I'm sorry this isn't something that we both could figure out I just wanna reach inside the casket and pull you out I know that you can hear me, all I need is like five minutes Truth is, I don't care how you feel about my feelingsĪnd I'd be lying to you if I told you I'm fine, listen I hate the fact you think the world is better off without you

Yo, what the fuck you gotta say for yourself? (say for yourself) I hope you in God's place behaving yourself Now you're gone, you done left me so helpless I'm so fucking upset, how could you be so selfish? I read your letter and all I could do is have mixed feelings about itīut I'll forever be attached to you, damnĪ part of me feels like you weak and I'm mad at youīut I don't understand how we couldn't prevent this shit Maybe I should have been more of an influence I shoulda paid more attention to what you been doing I remember I used to tell you to follow your heartīut goddamn it, look at you now, it's all of your fault You don't know how many times that I done prayed for youĬause I got so much shit that I wanna say to you I don't wanna live to see another day, I'm sorry Grandma told me I should take it one day at a time I've been tired of being bullied, couldn't stay out the fire I guess I'm not the Ordinary People of John LegendĪnd I've been suicidal since the day I was nine, shit I made up my mind, I'm going out like Robin Williams Truth is, I don't care how they feel about my feelings Sometimes I wonder if I ever act like youĬould I finally fit in and maybe relax like wooĬause honestly, I think the world is better off without meĪnd my mind's spinning, this is the line finish Pretending I'm happy so I can smile like this I'm tired of living, I cry, I hear it's easy to dieĪnd I know that sounds crazy to everyone elseĪin't no medicine that could cure what's the test as drugsĪnd if he is, I guess I'm probably going to hell

Wanna give me advice and then laugh at me Trying to offer me pity and throw jabs at me No, I been losing my mind and I'm a little behindĪnd I don't need no one feeling bad for me

I think I live in my head, sometimes I think that I'm dead Go ahead and call me crazy cause I live in a maze Go ahead and call me a coward and say I'm not strong